I love this girl. Seriously, I do.
We have been friends since 2001. We met on a sim horse game (http:hshsim.net), and hit it off specatcularly. I was shyer than she, but that didn't bother us any. She helped me come out of my shell and well. Become me. Uptight was my middle name and my forte. Now, I'm more relaxed and enjoy life more because I look upon things with a fresher outlook and I accept who I am.
We've planned on building/owning a Ranch together for quite some time. Probably the majority of the time we've known each other. I've always wanted to visit her, and then take her with me to own a ranch because, well. I trust her, her opinions, her thoughts, and generally would follow her anywhere.
She's smart, sweet, funny, and deadly protective. She's horse crazy, like myself, and even writes, draws, photographs, and manipulates photos like I do/did.
I used to think of her as a long-lost twin sister, because we were even born the same month and year - only a few weeks apart.
Now, I think of her as my wife. Lol. I dooo. I love the girl to death. I seriously pine after not talking to her for a while. Once, she was offline for a few days and I didn't know why, and I started to panic wondering, 'WHERE DID MY STEPHIE GO!?!?!' and imagining the worst scenarios.
She's even very patient with my endless questions about photoshop/whatever and how slow I can be. I'm like, part snail, and she's never said anything cross about it.
Anyway.
Today, I came to a sad thought; That I'll never do or be what I want to be when I can really be all that I want to be and all that I want to do. All day, since the thought, I've been depressed, and sad, and hating life - mostly.
I got online, told Steph. What does she do? Cheer me up and feel like everything is alright, everything will be perfect, and we could even camp out at her Uncle's place. It's moments like those, when everything seems alright, alright everywhere - not only just with me and my friends, but all over this dinky planet of ours, that I really love those I have close to me. Mostly Steph, because she's stuck with me through all of the shit I've put the poor gal through. I adore her.
And, that's only some of the reasons I call her wife ^_^
12 comment(s).